Monthly Archives: September 2017
Sampai sIni sahaja…
Kadang kita dah buat terbaik
untuk dia, tapi dia tetap tak
nampak. Bila kita menjauh
lepas tu pandai pula cari kita
Dan kita beri peluang demi
peluang. Last2 kita juga yang
terluka lagi. Senang nya
kita menerima dia dengan
kemaafan dihati sedang dia
senang melukai, datang pergi
Takpe la. Sampai sini saja ye..
. . .
I know u didn’t mean to hurt me, but u did and u left me wondering what i did so wrong to make u leave me.
I try to fix the situation with do all things you want me to do, delete all things that you hate, try to say a good words, be a loser and make you the winner, and be as honest as I can. . .
Just to convince you that your important to me.
But, if it doesnt good enough to make you believe me, I cant say anything nor do something.
Because all this while, I got enough of sacrifices to be a gambler of your love….
. . .
Well at least, my version of it. No direct backbiting, but more of a personal outlook as to what has us so fixated on these days.
Every now and then, I like to give myself a reality check and I’m so glad I have my own outlet to do it. And that’s family. Or my many YouTube channels that I follow which does not accentuate the superficiality our world zeros in but rather, the opposite. Of whats truly larger than life. In lieu of finding it very therapeutic, it is also self-grounding and much needed.
Self-approach is better than zilch. And the imperatives to my self-learning are my Bayyinah Institute, Quran Weekly, Merciful Servant Youtube channels, whereas the cooking, fashion, entertainment and psychology channels nodes more as quintessential. Now don’t get me wrong, I subscribe to plentyyy of vloggers. Albeit the context maybe be of a makeup tutorial or Instagram how-to-edit…
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